Poem: Undoing

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On the fence line it grew

Coming anew, coming anew

I’d cut it down to size

I hadn’t yet opened my eyes

I eventually shifted gears

And started undoing all of the years

I was starting to see

More diversity

In the Greenhill

Was such a thrill

To be curious, unsure and learning

The Zizotes was deep and broad and old

And broke as I told

My booted shoe

To dig right through

Climbing Trip Report: Gunks 2024

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This is a report about my October 2024 trip with a focus on climbing in The Gunks in New York. The leaves were falling during this trip - and, new to me, it seemed as though leaves might the inspiration for butterflies. Multiple times I’d be overlooking a beautiful vista to notice a fluttering specimen in the wind. In October in Austin, these flutterers are butterflies dancing in the air, harvesting the pollens and nectars - the leaves don’t fall til later. However, in Gardiner, NY at this time, the air dancers were leaves. I wondered: did leaves give ideas to butterflies on how to move around?

Climbing Trip Report: Joshua Tree 2024

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This is a report about a climbing trip to Joshua Tree National Park in April and May 2024. We camped and climbed trad for 4 days in beautiful weather.

Joshua Tree National Park West Entrance Sign

My hope for this story is that climbers may be able to leverage some insights within and apply lessons during their climbing experiences. Non-climbers may also enjoy getting to know my world a little more even though it’s primarily a story about climbing.

This post is a story about a climbing trip that Luke and I went on to Red Rock just outside of Las Vegas in 2023 to attempt to finish Epinephrine (Epi). For an intro and to our first two scouting sessions on Epi, see https://www.jasonkoppe.com/posts/climbing-trip-report-epi-1-and-2/. I won’t go into the details of that trip here, but suffice it to say that we didn’t ever finish Epi on our first two attempts - nor did we think we would - but one of the attempts was … more influential than the other. So, if you’re a intrigued, make sure to check out that post.

This post is a story about two climbing trips that Luke and I went on to Red Rocks just outside of Las Vegas in 2022 to prepare for an eventual climb of Epinephrine, the famous 5.9 in Red Rocks. We made progress on our climbing goals, did some scouting, changed plans numerous times, were involved in multiple accidents, one of us got a moderate injury and, of course, we had fun. Some of the accidents led to much reflection and discussion, and some of them became awesome stories of climbing at its finest. I first drafted this story in January 2023 as one of many steps I took personally to process the second trip. The story sat for a year while I finished work at Indeed and settled into post-Indeed time. In January 2024, I picked it back up with some light editing and final touches. My hope for this story is that climbers may be able to leverage some insights within and apply lessons during their climbing experiences. Non-climbers may also enjoy getting to know my world a little more even though it’s primarily a story about climbing.

We were hosting a potluck with family and I was in charge of cooking the standing rib roast (aka prime rib). It was my first time cooking this dish which is popular in the USA at this time of year. Leading up to the cooking day, we researched portion sizes and cooking approaches. Beforehand, we decided not to bother with frenching the ribs since it seemed more cosmetic than practical and to skip tying the ribs since we didn’t have twine. As plans go, on cooking day I read that twine helped the rib cook more evenly, so I found myself asking my mom and a neighbor:

Getting off Google: Migrated the website

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I migrated my website from Google to Hugo on Cloudflare.

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From:

  • Google Sites (WYSIWYG website creation) - Basic info
  • Google Blogger (WYSIWYG blog publishing) - Blog
  • Google Docs - Drafting blog posts
  • Google Domains - Registrar + DNS

To:

  • Hugo, a static site generator
  • vim and git
    • Used locally to draft content
  • Cloudflare free tier
    • Using DNS, Registrar, Pages, Redirects
    • Using Pages Wrangler to upload hugo-generated content to Cloudflare from Terminal

This is one more step towards reducing my reliance on Google. Earlier steps include

I left Indeed

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My last day at Indeed was Friday, March 10. I spent about 14 of my 36 years there, approximately 40% of my life. It’s been a fun ride! I’ve grown so much during my time at Indeed, in large part because of the amazing people that I got to learn from. I cherish the friendships that I’ve developed through these years and will continue to grow them. I consider myself lucky to have joined Indeed, and I feel grateful for being a part of growing a company with a socially-oriented mission of helping people get jobs. I am excited for the next phase in my life, equipped with lessons from these years of growth at Indeed.

Somatic Release Breathwork

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I recently went through a private and individual Somatic Release Breathwork session with Dr Dave Cohodes in Austin, Texas. I was curious to try the session because:

  • I’ve had increased anxiety recently, so I’ve been trying to learn about anxiety, understand anxiety, and what contributes to mine.

  • After going through 3 years of talk therapy, being privileged to have months of EMDR and practicing meditation for over 5 years, I am a huge proponent of mental health therapies. It strikes me as odd that we learn about geometry and chemistry in childhood education but we don’t learn how to process our difficult life experiences. So, I am all for trying mental health practices, and this one was new to me.

Truth

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I just finished Honouring the Truth, Reconciling for the Future: Summary of the Final Report of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada. It’s a narrative of the history and legacy of residential schools in Canada which interleaves a multitude of stories, perspectives, and calls to action throughout. And while this approximately 300 page narrative is a summary of reality, it was eye opening for me.

I learned about colonialism, assimilation, racism, perseverance, and partnership.